Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Hanjing Betul!

Hanjing betul tau!

Daripada boleh buat keje dgn cepat, dah jadi lambat!
Sebab ape, sebab kene buat keje gune open office (dia ni ala-ala microsoft office gak la), tapi bodow la..
Company aku tukar dari microsoft word ke open office ni, sbb license nak gune software ni murah, tak mcm microsoft office tu. Tapiiiiiiii..kalau nak tukar ke open office ke, takde office ke, bagi la training dulu, sikit pun jadi la..ni takde!Geram betul!Pagi ni je dah berbakul-bakul sumpah seranah telah aku lemparkan kepada mouse, PC dan keyboard aku. Aku tau tu bukan salah mereka, tapi maafla ye. Dengan keadaan kesihatan yang tidak mengizinkan, ditambah pula dengan stress nak organize Safety and Health Campaign 16 February - 25 February ni, maka aku agak malas nak berinteraksi lebih2 dgn bende2 bernyawa yang boleh bercakap, makan dan tido. Mana nak cari trainer untuk senamrobik lagi (aku siap buat event senamrobik lagi), nak cari souvenier lagi, nak organize blood donation lagi, nak organize PA system lagi, nak organize letak meja mana lagi, nak organize soalan utk quizzes lagi....Hadoiii...Secara tidak langsung, muka aku juga menjadi mangsa stress.Mana taknye, petang, balik keje, tgk muka, pastu nampak la white head, black head dan sespesies dengannya!Muka aku dah bertompok2 dek kesan picitan jerawat!Hah!
Sekarang ni, balik rumah je tido, balik rumah je tido!Rase macam tade energy langsung!Nak dijadikan cerite, baru2 ni ade abang ni jual kopi susu kambing,dia cakap kopi ni baik la, bagi energy. So aku pun try la, sebab nak hilangkan rase letih dan tak semangat tu....Mula2 rase kopi tu, okay la,tapi bile dah telan, maaaaaakkkk aiiiii!..rase kambing!Ehem,correction!Rase macam baru sahaja telan air steak kambing!Hahahahaha..
Tapi skrg ni dah bole telan la..dah lali kot.~blek!~

Tapi memangla bulan lepas dan bulan ni banyak mencabar kesabaran mental dan fizikal aku. Mana tak nya, bulan lepas PC aku kene virus...Virus ape? Hello kitty ye...sedap betul nama awak virus!Hah!..PC aku kene reformat balik dan selama CPU aku diambil oleh staf IT Dept, hari-hari aku diisi dengan mengadap muka di screen computer yang gelap, sambil2 membetulkan tudung dan if aku dah bosan tengok muka sendiri, aku pun memulakan tugas dengan menulis secara manual ohkayyyyy....Kembali ke zaman paleolitik gitewwwww...~Hiks~
Pasal kesihatan yang tak mengizinkan tu, my sister got sick last week, and skrg pun dia still blum fully recovered. So, disebabkan aku share satu bilik dgn dia, aku pun dah terkene jangkitan virus dia, maka serobong asap aku kembali tersumbat!Tension betul.Aku tak sabar aku nak tunggu event nih habis, so that aku boleh cuti. Insya-Allah, 16 - 18 March, kitorang akan pergi ke Langkawi, shopppiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiinggggggggggggggggggg!!!..Maka terpaksa la aku mengikat perut bulan ini(dah ikat perut pun duit habis gak..kihkihkih..And kawan2, do not try to persuade me to join uoll pegi holiday jauh2 ye, coz i cannot join u, and will never be jika aku still berada under the same roof with my parents!Remember that!And don't ask me again.Penat aku nak jawab soklan korang la..tak paham2..

With that, I end my tazkirah with Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakaaaatuh!
Yang baik datang dari Allah, dan yang buruk itu datangnya dari saya....

Monday, January 19, 2009

Bear With Me, Will Ya?


Imagine this:

You are having a good time at a party, his family members adore you, and so do you.
Towards the end of the party, you think that the party is a success, and you think you have proven to them that you can be a part of them.
You went home, all smiling...
But not until you open you mouth and starts talking about what you think the both of you should do at the party.
And then then misunderstanding begun..
You see, everytime I want to be an honest person, there will be consequences awaits. And always, I say always, the consequences turn out to be a negative one.
Should I just pretend that everything is okay?
Should I just keep it to myself?
O the price I have to pay for being honest!
I can't help it if I am the fussy type. I can't help if I need to blurt every little things that I am not satisfied with.
I need to let it all out, for I do not have anymore available space left in my mind.

Thursday, January 15, 2009

Essential Things in My Handbags

Lately I have lost interest with the stuff that are in my make up bag (together with the bag!)
My make up bag is very simple, just a sort of a pouch kind of bag, black velvet and agak comot la. Dgn kesan bedak and lisptick di dalam and luar. (Shows how 'rajin' I am when it comes to cleaning up the bag!)
Sempena dengan kedatangan tahun baru ni, I thought I want to change the colour of the lipsticks that I usually wear. You see, I usually opt for something that are more natural and nude. This year, I will try colours which are brighter that the ones that I usually wear. For the remaining stuff that I have in that bag, at first I thought that I should just ditch them. Tapi mcm membazir la pulak kan. So anybody, siape-siape yang rase-rase nak tambahkan collection make up, boleh take mine. But starting from next month ye, sebab I belum gaji lagi..nak beli new make ups pun belum ade duit lagi.Hehehe...
List of stuff yang hendak didermakan:
1) Eye Shadow In 2 It - Metallic Green and Metallic Yellow
2) Lipstick - Buff Colour - Maybelline
3) Lipstick - Pale Pink - Averine
4) Eyeshadow - Metallic Green - L'oreal
5) Eyeshadow - Metallic Purple - L'oreal
Since we are now in the midst of boycotting products of U.S. origin, I will not purchase make ups from Maybelline and L'Oreal. Bobbi Brown and Friends tu takde la nak beli kan, sebab tak mampu..hehehhe..
And, remind me not to buy Clinique's perfume anymore. In fact, I have beralih ke perfume yang takde brand, from Paris. My brother's friend bought them from France. Okay la bau dia. And quite cheap. RM70 je.
And cakap pasal boycott (lari dari topic sekejap), I have made an effort to check on the origin of my contact lens. Sekaaaliiiiii, tersesat la pulak...Bukannye nak cari origin, tapi duk try colour mana yang sesuai dgn skin colour and all...Hahahaha..terpesong sungguh! You see, kat Freshlook punye site, kite boleh paste gambar kite kat situ and try on virtually contact lens, any colour. For those yang dah pernah try this virtual thing kat freshlook ni, mesti engkorang ckp aku jakun kan. Tapiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.......bende virtual thing ni seronok untuk mendistractkan anda dari kebosanan ofis yang mcm environmentnya mcm bilik mayat!Hah!
And berbalik kepada topik kite hari ni,
Other essential stuff yang patut ada and semestinya ada dalam my handbag (besides purse and handphone la):
1)Kalau takde bag make up tu, bawak concealer, nude coloured lipstick, eyeliner and mascara sudah mencukupi.
2) Perfume
3) Safety Pins (Sgt berguna uolls!)
4) Chewing gum (sgt berguna untuk dikunyah selepas anda baru sahaja had lauk petai for lunch!)
5) Spray hidung!Hehe..Sgt berguna jika hidung saya tiba-tiba tersumbat
6) Small notebook
7) Koyok - Red Chilli Plaster - Great for back aches and period cramps!Panasssss....
I have read somewhere in magazines ke ape tah, that the contents in your handbag shows the real you. Or is it purse? Hah..Lupe..
But one thing for sure is that, bile orang lain tgk the keadaan in my handbag - Ketidak susunan barang-barang disamping receipts yang tah dari mana, menunjukkan bahawa saya seorang yang tidak teratur.
Well, kadang-kadang kot je yang tak teratur..hehehe..In denial, always.

Monday, January 12, 2009










I'm at the office; bored and slightly irritated at my boss. I wish I could paint his face like those 2 blokes up there!



You see, my boss seldom catches flu or fever. Last year, as far i remember, he only took 2 days of MC for the rest of the 2008! Darn!

I'm in no mood to do my work.


I kept thinking bout redecorating my bedroom.



How about this one?


The one on the left?

Or on the right?I'm bored laaa......Helpppp..


Wednesday, January 7, 2009

What has gotten into me lately eh?

I cried when i watched Bolt (the part where the girl reminisce the moments she shared with Bolt). Why i cried? Because i missed my cats, Tom, Duke, Salem and Boboy. They were good cats, u know, and cute too..

Boboy was a Persian cat, with white fur, left eye was green and the other was blue. Every morning, he would follow me to the door (as I had to open the lock before going to school) and he will wait for me at the door again when I came home from school. We played hide and seek, and would 'chase' me. One morning, when i was preparing myself for school, I heard dogs barking like mad outside of my house and turn out to be they were barking at Boboy. Boboy was bitten by those damn dogs. He even hissed at me when i tried to take him out from under the car (he hid under the car, for safety). When i came home from school, I found out he died. We all cried that day (and a couple days later).

About the rest, well, Duke (white Persian cat) died after he was hit by a car, in front of my house, Salem (Black Persian cat) - due to kidney malfunction, and Tom (tabby cat) - car accident.

I guess anybody who has or used to have pets will surely touched or maybe sad when they watched Bolt.

Hmmm....

Monday, December 22, 2008

She's Back!!!!

Goshhh!!She's backkkkkkk...Darn!Who's back????
The paranoid me la.She's back.Setelah lama merantau..She succeeded in finding me. Again.Kat Concorde Shah Alam tadi. Yup! Ape dia buat kat Concorde pun aku tak tau. I thought she had vanished into thin air already, but noooooo...she came back!

It's like this, today,siang tadi, I went to Concorde Shah Alam, to attend a seminar on accident and Occupational Safety and Health Act (OSHA 1994). As usual, they will be talking about accidents at workplace and also kat jalanraya. Aku okay je masa tengok gambar yang boleh dikatakan gross dan menakutkan pasal accident (dgn otak bersepai, badan putus and all..), but then masa balik, tengah drive, suddenly badan aku macam menggigil dan tiba2 teringat pasal accident. And masa sampai kat flyover yang kat golf course tu, terasa macam kereta aku nak masuk dalam tasik golf course tu and aku drowned!Nauzubillah! Ape masalah ni?

Setelah timbang tara dilakukan, I associate this experience dengan terlebih minum kopi. (Bole ke jadi macam nih?). I took 2 cups of coffee today, nak menghilangkan mengantuk. Listening is a hard work! Especially after lunch, when aku dah telan itik panggang, kurma kambing, potato salad, daging masak ape tah, ayam masak ape tah, and cakes. And for tea, aku telah telan drummet ayam and cheese cake yang yummy sungguh!Hah!Gemok la ko lepas nih paraNOYA!

Sepanjang minggu ni aku rasa a bit depressed la. Ada bende yang buat aku depressed, tapi aku taknak tulis dlm blog nih. I think i better keep it to myself. Minggu ni menyaksikan berkurangnya aktiviti joget di atas dance pads and cycling. Frustrating sungguh!

Oh yes, satu lagi..

Recently, ada sorang mamat yang aku ada crush kat dia (masa zaman sekolah menengah dulu) telah me'request' untuk di'add'kan dalam frienster. At first, I was kinda excited,but then aku meluat pulak tengok muka dia. Dari firasat aku, dia ni macam perasan dan poyo. Dia tau dia good looking, and he's proud of it. Hah! I've got news for you mister, ko dah tak handsome dah. And the sight of you dah tak buat my heart beats faster dah. Yang buat heart aku beats faster adalah ketika aku naik bicycle, takpun joget tak ingat atas dance pad!Haha...

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

owh..for the sake of losing weight!

En. Hisham just bought me the dance pad (PS2) and I have tried dancing on it a couple of times. At first, I thought dancing on the pad is easy, but boy o boy, it was hard! Sakit kepala lutut aku! I think i have chosen the wrong kind of song, mana tak nye, start2 je dah pilih lagu "La Bamba". Laju sungguh lagu tuh!Penat aku nk kejar. I think I looked like a total dork dancing on the pad!Hah! For the time being, I only have 2 dancing DVDs, one is ohkay but the other.....Man! Lagu techno jinjang dari Sg. Way!Hahahaha..tapi hentam sajalah. Asalkan i sweat my ass off and burn all the stubborn bulges.Hah!

For the last 4 days, i have followed strictly on my routine, which is to exercise for at least 30 minutes (tak kira la on the treadmill, the bicycle (I bought the bicycle already, yay!), or the dance pad. But usually after i exercised on the bike, i dance for about 30 minutes more on the dance pad. Kalau tak kurus gak tak tau la..

Wish me luck!