Monday, January 19, 2009

Bear With Me, Will Ya?


Imagine this:

You are having a good time at a party, his family members adore you, and so do you.
Towards the end of the party, you think that the party is a success, and you think you have proven to them that you can be a part of them.
You went home, all smiling...
But not until you open you mouth and starts talking about what you think the both of you should do at the party.
And then then misunderstanding begun..
You see, everytime I want to be an honest person, there will be consequences awaits. And always, I say always, the consequences turn out to be a negative one.
Should I just pretend that everything is okay?
Should I just keep it to myself?
O the price I have to pay for being honest!
I can't help it if I am the fussy type. I can't help if I need to blurt every little things that I am not satisfied with.
I need to let it all out, for I do not have anymore available space left in my mind.

Thursday, January 15, 2009

Essential Things in My Handbags

Lately I have lost interest with the stuff that are in my make up bag (together with the bag!)
My make up bag is very simple, just a sort of a pouch kind of bag, black velvet and agak comot la. Dgn kesan bedak and lisptick di dalam and luar. (Shows how 'rajin' I am when it comes to cleaning up the bag!)
Sempena dengan kedatangan tahun baru ni, I thought I want to change the colour of the lipsticks that I usually wear. You see, I usually opt for something that are more natural and nude. This year, I will try colours which are brighter that the ones that I usually wear. For the remaining stuff that I have in that bag, at first I thought that I should just ditch them. Tapi mcm membazir la pulak kan. So anybody, siape-siape yang rase-rase nak tambahkan collection make up, boleh take mine. But starting from next month ye, sebab I belum gaji lagi..nak beli new make ups pun belum ade duit lagi.Hehehe...
List of stuff yang hendak didermakan:
1) Eye Shadow In 2 It - Metallic Green and Metallic Yellow
2) Lipstick - Buff Colour - Maybelline
3) Lipstick - Pale Pink - Averine
4) Eyeshadow - Metallic Green - L'oreal
5) Eyeshadow - Metallic Purple - L'oreal
Since we are now in the midst of boycotting products of U.S. origin, I will not purchase make ups from Maybelline and L'Oreal. Bobbi Brown and Friends tu takde la nak beli kan, sebab tak mampu..hehehhe..
And, remind me not to buy Clinique's perfume anymore. In fact, I have beralih ke perfume yang takde brand, from Paris. My brother's friend bought them from France. Okay la bau dia. And quite cheap. RM70 je.
And cakap pasal boycott (lari dari topic sekejap), I have made an effort to check on the origin of my contact lens. Sekaaaliiiiii, tersesat la pulak...Bukannye nak cari origin, tapi duk try colour mana yang sesuai dgn skin colour and all...Hahahaha..terpesong sungguh! You see, kat Freshlook punye site, kite boleh paste gambar kite kat situ and try on virtually contact lens, any colour. For those yang dah pernah try this virtual thing kat freshlook ni, mesti engkorang ckp aku jakun kan. Tapiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.......bende virtual thing ni seronok untuk mendistractkan anda dari kebosanan ofis yang mcm environmentnya mcm bilik mayat!Hah!
And berbalik kepada topik kite hari ni,
Other essential stuff yang patut ada and semestinya ada dalam my handbag (besides purse and handphone la):
1)Kalau takde bag make up tu, bawak concealer, nude coloured lipstick, eyeliner and mascara sudah mencukupi.
2) Perfume
3) Safety Pins (Sgt berguna uolls!)
4) Chewing gum (sgt berguna untuk dikunyah selepas anda baru sahaja had lauk petai for lunch!)
5) Spray hidung!Hehe..Sgt berguna jika hidung saya tiba-tiba tersumbat
6) Small notebook
7) Koyok - Red Chilli Plaster - Great for back aches and period cramps!Panasssss....
I have read somewhere in magazines ke ape tah, that the contents in your handbag shows the real you. Or is it purse? Hah..Lupe..
But one thing for sure is that, bile orang lain tgk the keadaan in my handbag - Ketidak susunan barang-barang disamping receipts yang tah dari mana, menunjukkan bahawa saya seorang yang tidak teratur.
Well, kadang-kadang kot je yang tak teratur..hehehe..In denial, always.

Monday, January 12, 2009










I'm at the office; bored and slightly irritated at my boss. I wish I could paint his face like those 2 blokes up there!



You see, my boss seldom catches flu or fever. Last year, as far i remember, he only took 2 days of MC for the rest of the 2008! Darn!

I'm in no mood to do my work.


I kept thinking bout redecorating my bedroom.



How about this one?


The one on the left?

Or on the right?I'm bored laaa......Helpppp..


Wednesday, January 7, 2009

What has gotten into me lately eh?

I cried when i watched Bolt (the part where the girl reminisce the moments she shared with Bolt). Why i cried? Because i missed my cats, Tom, Duke, Salem and Boboy. They were good cats, u know, and cute too..

Boboy was a Persian cat, with white fur, left eye was green and the other was blue. Every morning, he would follow me to the door (as I had to open the lock before going to school) and he will wait for me at the door again when I came home from school. We played hide and seek, and would 'chase' me. One morning, when i was preparing myself for school, I heard dogs barking like mad outside of my house and turn out to be they were barking at Boboy. Boboy was bitten by those damn dogs. He even hissed at me when i tried to take him out from under the car (he hid under the car, for safety). When i came home from school, I found out he died. We all cried that day (and a couple days later).

About the rest, well, Duke (white Persian cat) died after he was hit by a car, in front of my house, Salem (Black Persian cat) - due to kidney malfunction, and Tom (tabby cat) - car accident.

I guess anybody who has or used to have pets will surely touched or maybe sad when they watched Bolt.

Hmmm....